My self haunting
Running from the pain of the world wishing for peace when what haunts us most is ourselves, and the questions we leave unanswered my self haunting.
That’s My Poker Face
My loneliness went away the more alone I became, disconnecting from everything else and connecting with myself. But some days…
Halls of hallucinations
Stuck in a loop of hallucinations that I helped to create, each door I use to try to escape is an entry right back in.
A reflex to self-preserve
“Being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true and self pleasure that’s so real it scares you.”
Negotiating with the monster
We all have a monster inside with the ability to destroy us. Some are seduced and then destroyed by it, others find a way to integrate.
What if, If only
I grow tired ofFilling the spaces whereYou’re supposed to be.When they leaveWhat creeps backNext to me areWhat if and If only.And neither is much company. What If you fell on meLike drops of summer rain,Cool and calming.If I caressed your skinLike the warmth of the sunOver the chill of the morning. Moving from one to […]
Your Magic Dust
Hey, How you been? I haven’t seen much Of you lately. And I’ve been Showing up at our special place. You remember that spot We used to meet? Just tell me what’s up. What’s the deal, Is this you being upset? You know I don’t do this To make you angry. This is never how […]
I’m Afraid Because
I’m afraid. And there’s no single or simple answer for the reason. I’m afraid because of the color of my skin. I’m afraid because that alone seems to be a weapon. I’m afraid because we’re told we have freedom, And then we see what that really means From the way we are treated. I’m afraid […]
Fuck you fear! Come at me bro
Fuck you, fear. Fuck. You. No, I will not stop, So get out of my ear. Pain… really? That’s all you have To intimidate me? I think you’ve overplayed your hand Just a little there homie. I’ve began to enjoy it. So lather me up And bathe me in it. You tried to break me, […]