I’m a hypocrite hiding from the same thing that i seek. In loves pursuit, I’m my own enemy that keeps me from it.
Running from the pain of the world wishing for peace when what haunts us most is ourselves, and the questions we leave unanswered my self haunting.
Stuck in a loop of hallucinations that I helped to create, each door I use to try to escape is an entry right back in.
In the blind chase of something else I allowed life to strip you from my fingers, and now I’m just mad at myself I guess. This is my hell…
I’m afraid. And there’s no single or simple answer for the reason. I’m afraid because of the color of my skin. I’m afraid because that alone seems to be a weapon. I’m afraid because we’re told we have freedom, And then we see what that really means From the way we are treated. I’m afraid […]
This world is like a giant Worm filled onion. The older I get, And the more I understand, The harder it is To fight the urge to cry. Something I’ve only recently Learnt how to do. Finding the courage to be completely free and letting my emotions bleed through. With each new layer giving me […]
I watched intently on what I thought was a documentary. Reading through articles depicting its horror. My feed filled with pictures of terrified faces, Mutilated bodies and horrid details of terror. My heart bleeds bearing witness Knowing a slight change in fate, And one of those men, is me. It’s 2017, how can this even […]
Daily she seduces me,welcoming me back to her cold embrace.Void of comfort,But laden with inspiration like a fertilized vineyard.I question my attachment,All you’ve been to me is cruel.Robbing me of smiles,Bringing clouds to my sunny days,This is all you do.Still I welcome your familiar touch,Your detached despair brings me unusual clarity.A perverted sense of direction,Empty […]